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bye [Wednesday August 30th, 2006 9:06pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | ronan keating - long goodbye ] see you all next year!:D i'll miss everyone. *hug* thanks for the people i got to see before i leave. it made everything better.:) 3 comments|good or evil?

... [Monday August 7th, 2006 11:33am] [ mood | nostalgic ] [ music | this masquerade - carpenters ] yay! my internet is working again.:) i miss everyone.:( feeling nostalgic... 2 comments|good or evil?

a little something to think about.. [Thursday June 8th, 2006 10:31pm] [ mood | weird ] [ music | join the club - nobela ] Steve Jobs, CEO, Apple Computer, at commencement, Stanford University, 2005: "For the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: "If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today? And whenever the answer has been "no" for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something. . . . Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. . . . Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary." 6 comments|good or evil?

[Wednesday May 31st, 2006 9:33pm] [ mood | happy and content ] [ music | trapt - stories ] reading through my journal entries has made me realized how redundant i'm getting.:P i know you're tired of reading it, god knows i am.haha so, i'll be talking about my trip to sm mall of asia instead.haha it was such an unexpected trip and i didn't get much sleep the night before so i thought that with the crowds of people i imagined, i'll be pissed before the day was over. thankfully, that wasn't the case. i guess since it's a weekday, there wasn't a lot of people. and second, because there wasn't a lot of stores opened. well, at least i felt that way. a lot of them were opening on june 30, hence, there wasn't a lot of stores to choose from. yes, it was big and spacious but not to the extent that you'll lose yourself in the middle of nowhere. i guess i was expecting more than what i got. the good thing is i finally got to buy the nike sneakers that i've been eyeing for the longest time.:D it's pretty and it's mine!haha:)of course, a lacoste one would be nicer but it's ok.haha i have no right to be picky since i'm not the one who paid for it.:P 2 comments|good or evil?

What Do You Do With a B.A. In English?/It Sucks To Be You [Monday May 1st, 2006 1:37am] [ mood | good ] [ music | avenue q - school for monsters ] What Do You Do With a B.A. In English?/It Sucks To Be You [Princeton] What do you do with a B.A. in English? What is my life going to be? 4 years of college, And plenty of knowledge, Have earned me this useless degree! I can’t pay the bills yet, ‘Cause I have no skills yet, The world is a big scary place! But somehow I can’t shake, The feeling I might make, A difference to the human race! [Kate] Morning Brian! [Brian] Hi, Kate Monster [Kate] How’s life? [Brian] Disappointing [Kate] What’s the matter? [Brian] The catering company laid me off [Kate] Oh, I’m sorry [Brian] Me too! I mean, look at me! I’m 10 years out of college, And I always thought... [Kate] What? [Brian] No it sounds stupid. [Kate] Oh c’mon! [Brian] When I was little, I thought I would be, A big comedian on late-night TV! But now I’m 32 and as u can see, I’m not, oh well, It sucks to be me! It sucks to be me! It sucks to be broke, and unemployed, and turning 33! It sucks to be me! [Kate] You think your life sucks? [Brian] I think so [Kate] Your problems aren’t so bad I’m kinda pretty And pretty damn smart. [Brian] You are [Kate] Thanks I like romantic things like music and art. And as you know I have a gigantic heart, So why don’t I have a boyfriend? FUCK! It sucks to be me! [Brian] Me too! [Kate] It sucks to be me! [Brian] It sucks to be me! It sucks to be Brian [Kate] And Kate [Brian] To not have a job [Kate] To not have a date [Both] It sucks to be me! [Rod/Nicky arguing] [Brian] Hey Rod, Nicky, can you settle something for us if you have a second? [Rod] Oh, certainly [Kate] Whose life sucks more, Brian’s or mine? [Rod and Nicky] OURS! [Rod] We live together [Nicky] We’re close as people can get [Rod] We’ve been the best of buddies [Brian] Ever since the day we met [Rod] So he knows lots of ways to make me really upset!! Oh! Every day is an aggravation [Nicky] C’mon that’s an exaggeration [Rod] You leave your clothes out, You put your feet on my chair [Nicky] Oh yea? You do such anal things like ironing your underwear! [Rod] You make that very small apartment we share, a hell! [Brian] So do you, that’s why I’m in hell too! [Rod] It sucks to be me! [Nicky] No it sucks to be me! [Kate] It sucks to be me! [Brian] It sucks to be me! [All] Is there anybody here it doesn’t suck to be? It sucks to be me! [Christmas Eve] Why u all so happy? [Brian] ‘Cause our lives suck! [Christmas Eve] Your lives suck? I hearing u correctly? Ha! I coming to this country, for opportunities, Try to work in Korean deli, But I a Japanese! But with hard work I earned two master degrees! In social work, And now I a therapist! But I have no clients! And I have unemployed fiancé, And we have lots of bills to pay! It sucks to be me! It sucks to be me! I say it sucka, sucka, sucka, sucka, Sucka, sucka, sucka, sucka, sucka, Sucka, sucka, sucka, suck! It sucks to be me! [Princeton] Uh excuse me, Sorry to bother u, but I’m looking for a place to live [Christmas Eve] Why u looking out here? [Princeton] Well, I started in Avenue A, But so far everything’s out of my price range, But this neighborhood looks a lot cheaper. Oh and look a for rent sign! [Brian] You need to talk to the superintendent, Let me get him. [Princeton] Great! Thanks! [Brian] YO GARY!! [Gary Coleman] I’m coming! I’m coming! [Princeton] Oh my God it’s Gary Coleman! [Gary Coleman] Yes I am! I’m Gary Coleman, From TVs different strokes. I made a lot of money, That got stolen by my folks! Now I’m broke, and I’m the butt of everyone’s jokes! But I’m here, the superintendent On Avenue Q! [All] It sucks to be you! [Kate] You win! [All] It sucks to be you! [Brian] I feel better now! [Gary Coleman] Try having people stopping you to ask you, Whatch-you talkin’ ‘bout Willis? It gets old. [All] It sucks to be you! On Avenue Q!! Sucks to be me! On Avenue Q! Sucks to be you On Avenue Q Sucks to be us But not when were together! We’re together here on Avenue Q! We live on Avenue Q! Our friends do too, Till our dreams come true! We live on Avenue Q [Princeton] This is real life! [All] We live on Avenue Q [Nicky] You’re gonna love it! [All] We live on Avenue Q [Gary Coleman] Here’s your keys! [All] Welcome, to Avenue Q! interesting song.;) 7 comments|good or evil?

lost memories.. [Sunday April 16th, 2006 10:36pm] [ mood | hot ] [ music | telephone conversations and aircon grunts ] it's been a long time since my last post..partly because i have so many things to say but can't find the right words for it and partly because i haven't been home since graduation..it's been a whirlwind of activities for me..some unexpected, some sad, and some enlightening.. truthfully, i don't know what to say.. how do you fit three weeks of memories into one entry? you can't. all i can say is i've been happy, really happy..or more content, maybe.. i have nothing more to say.. 1 comment|good or evil?

waiting... [Friday February 24th, 2006 12:26am] [ mood | stressed ] [ music | kenny g. - pick up the pieces (feat. david sanborn) ] malapit na..one week nalang..ugh.. good or evil?

[Sunday February 19th, 2006 7:30pm] [ mood | weird feeling, indescribable ] [ music | franz ferdinand - take me out ] I say don't you know You say you don't know I say... take me out! I say you don't show Don't move, time is slow I say... take me out! I say you don't know You say you don't go I say... take me out! hay, stuck in my head..either that or this, Smile, my only star curse those people who kept singing that song to me throughout last week..hahaha! eating tiramisu right now..yum..:D as you can see, this is a very useless entry..it's because i haven't been doing a lot of things today.:D highlight of this weekend: found out that there'll only be 10 thesis statements for the orals.:D (pathetic but i have to find my silver lining.:P) *5 minutes later* now am eating polvoron with pinipig..haha this is actually really yummy, bought a package from someone at the gym..haha (weird nh?) *10 minutes later* ok, i'll go down and eat dinner na..hahaha 6 comments|good or evil?

and the days went by like paper in the wind.everything changed, then changed again. [Thursday February 16th, 2006 7:43pm] [ mood | feeling senti all of a sudden ] [ music | ryan cabrera - it's you ] life is a dream, whatever you want to be.. while i'm sitting in front of the computer, sneezing like there's no tomorrow..i realize that friends are still the best gifts God can give us.. when i was kid, i'd dream i want to be a doctor or an astronaut and i'd run to my friend and tell her all about it and she'd tell me to go for my dream..when i was a teenager, i'd dream that i'll study in a good school and my friends will tell me to dream big and be happy..now as an adult, i'd dream of peace and happiness and my friends are there to comfort me.. they say you can't choose your relatives but you can choose your friends..you know what? i'm glad i got great tastes!hahaha why? who else would invite me to watch movies when they know i'm sad? who else would know i need a break and tell me to cut class? (haha!) who else would know i just need someone to be there for me and stay for as long as i need comfort? who else would make me laugh when i'm down just so i wouldn't cry? who else would message me when i'm really stressed and say something to make my day? who else would give way to what i want to do to cheer me up? who else would listen to my chismis and contribute more to my knowledge? (haha!) who else would know me so well that we can work smoothly? who else can i reminisce with and make new beautiful memories with? who else would i like to take this journey with but you? i'd like to graduate with memories that will make me cry, make me laugh, make me think and make me appreciate what God has given me. if i've offended you, i'm sorry. if i've slighted you, i'm sorry. if i've teased you and made you cry, i'm sorry. if i've made you cry, i'm sorry. i'm sorry. thank you for everything, the memories, the gifts, the rollercoaster ride. we're almost at the end, just one last plunge, one last scream and the ride will end any moment soon. are we all ready to get off at the end of the ride? are we all ready to try other rides or will we go back to the same ride? thanks. "Don't be dismayed at goodbyes. A farewell is before you can meet again. And meeting again after a moment or a lifetime is certain for those who are friends." - Richard Bach "You were the one who made things different, you were the one who took me in. You were the one thing I could count on, above all, you were my friend." - Tom Petty "Lean on me, when you're not strong, and I'll be your friend, I'll help you carry on, for it won't be long, 'til I'm going to need somebody to lean on." - "Lean On Me" 2 comments|good or evil?

after a while [Tuesday January 24th, 2006 12:01am] [ mood | chipper (so british..haha) ] [ music | dishwalla-somewhere in the middle ] After a While After a while you learn the subtle difference Between holding a hand and chaining a soul, And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning And company doesn't mean security, And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts And presents aren't promises And you begin to accept your defeats With your head up and your eyes open, With the grace of a woman, Not the grief of a child And you learn to build all your roads on today, Because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. After awhile you learn that even sunshine Burns if you get too much So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, In stead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers And you learn that you really can endure... That you really are strong And you really do have worth, and you learn and learn... With every good bye you learn. Veronica Shoffstall 1971 just saw this online..work is starting to pile up..5 weeks nalang! movie anyone?:P good or evil?

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